~Sweet~

14-Feb-09


Waited for that day so long,

and it has finally come~


Prepared for atleast 2 weeks

just for that day,

but there is a little bit mess up.


1st time celebrated valentine,

damn nervous,

but then all the nervous went off when i reached school,

bouquet of flowers-check,

basket of chocolate and a dog plushie-check,

and a little present- not checked =.=ll,

I was soo forgetful back then..


My love-one arrived,

then i walkout from the room,

and 'Raven!'

she looked at me,

using sign language I asked her come over a minute~


when she reached,

Hualaaa~ POP out the 1st thing,

the flower,

omg == I thought she would said,

'Huh? a bush of flower?'

but hmm, she reacted the other way,

'The flowers are beautiful~'

when I heard that I was,

OMG! she said it was beautiful?

did I heard wrongly?

before I could ever ask her

'Did i heard wrongly??'

she hugged me

then i forgotten what i was wanting to say~ LOL!


Then showed her the basket of chocolate,


she looked at the basket O.O~


I actually wanted to laugh, but she hold me tighter


Then I cant even move =.=


As the time goes by,


1pm,


me and nerd2 (wong), get changed and ready to go to cs,


When I reached there,


1st thing I did was,


RUSH TO THE SHOPS!!


and spend bout 30 min to choose the little surprise


after getting it, then waited for my lovely girl


Soon she reached, and I went to met her


I'm not sure whether she was surprised or hav already noticed..


anyway all the surprise that i've planned have workout,


not sure whether is a success or a failure lol!


anyway,


1st time celebrated St. Valentine's Day,


Felt very very happy,


Lol!





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To: Gim Eam

Hmm I didnt give you anything made outta my hand, nor express my feeling out on a card to you. Hmm i was thinkin and paning for the day, till i really forgotten the true meaning of Valentine's day. A day where I express my feeling, but i did not.
My dear, I am really thankful, no much better than thankful, for giving me the chance. Without that little chance you gave me, I wouldnt have met you or even understand you more than i know you today.
When you gave me the chance, I am totally in paradise, in heaven. Nothing could be better than your acceptance. You gave me the Chance, I cherish it very very dearly to me. I put you before anyone and everyone, you are the onli one I dear so much in my life till now.
I could say nothing else, just very very grateful and thankful that you gave me the chance that i wish to perform it perfectly.
I not sure whether did i not did a good job?
I wish that i could be there for you when you are down, I wish that i could do something to bring a little change in your life, I wish that Icould be a part of your life, I wish that you could face the world with your smile. I wished and i wished, but dunno which one i've done it correctly.
For one thing I wished the most, I want you to be happy always. This would be my last year in this school, we would not be able to see each other this frequently as now we are, I could not be by yourside till then. I feared alot of thing, worry.
For all I know now, is to love you even more than ever. I dont wish that I could have a after life, for what I am aiming, I would have atone alot of sins. Would I have a afterlife or just, my soul disappear and vanish into somewhere or nowhere, i dont know.
Soo my dear, I wish that you would a very happy life, cause for me you are perfect, just too perfect I could not wish for more from you~ For now and always~
Thank you~^^ I love you always~

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